Familia

Can I trust my family?
Why is it so hard for me to see my family get along very well?
Everyone keeps talking about everyone.
Everyone keep making each other angry and upset.
It seems now whatever topic to be open is always the wrong topic.
Why cant everyone just shut the hell up and do their own business??
Why cant they just do that??
Why do they have to create more trouble??
It is so irritating..
I hate to be around them..
Now i have 1 more reason why I cant wait to graduate..
So I can be so far far far away from all this people..
Seriously men..
Fuck all this shit..
People start to think about whatever they feel is right..
THIS IS FUCK UP....
Some people just want to wash their hands off..
Some just act exsive they care..
Some just....
We have a big family..
But not even a person can make things right..
Dude..
Who am I??
Do I even exist in this family..
Cause no one care about my opinion..
Wanna know why??
Cause I am just a kid..
I am jsut a teenager that screw up everything..
Guess what??
I have brain to think and everyone make mistake..
But still, no one care..

I have develop this thing since I'm in the states..
I can never trust anyone around me..
Not even my family members..
Because everyone have their different masks on..
I dont know which is which..

I just want to go home..
AND MAKE MY OWN LIFE..
FUCK EVERYONE THAT IS AGAINST ME..