OMG!!
Me and my sister used to fight alot..
I am happy that I am totally far away from her now..
But I miss her so much..
Like I miss figting with her or her kids..
I just wish I know here more..
To Be Continued...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
*Yo * Hermano *
Today it feels weird..
My brother told me that he miss me so much..
And he told me that I will have a sister in law for my 18th birthday..
I cant imagine him having a family yet..
I told him to have fun first..
Enjoy life..
If I tell my mum what i just said to him, I think she will think I'm crazy..
But you know what, I love my brother alot..
I dont him to take the responsibility that he cant carry yet..
It makes me suffer more to look at him suffering..
I think that he better carry his own mistakes around and not others.
He is smart and caring and crazy and fun..
He knows what he is doing..
And I might know how he feels when he is doing something..
I love him but i have never tell him before..
I wish that one day I have the guts to say 'I LOVE YOU' to my own family.
I have never ever said that 3 words to my family member..
Back to my brother..
He is the rawkers brother that I ever wish for..
I want him to have the life that he wants..
When I was a young girl, all I want to be was my brother..
Just be like him..
Run away whenever people try to make us feel so small..
What i want the most is to run away from my family..
Heii you know what..
Sometimes not everyone can just run away..
And that person is me..
But I am lucky where I am..
I dont need to deal with all my family member..
But poor brother..
:P
I think the best for him is just be himself and dont care what people say..
But sometimes I just feel like killing him..
Cause he act like he doesnt care..
To Be Continued....
My brother told me that he miss me so much..
And he told me that I will have a sister in law for my 18th birthday..
I cant imagine him having a family yet..
I told him to have fun first..
Enjoy life..
If I tell my mum what i just said to him, I think she will think I'm crazy..
But you know what, I love my brother alot..
I dont him to take the responsibility that he cant carry yet..
It makes me suffer more to look at him suffering..
I think that he better carry his own mistakes around and not others.
He is smart and caring and crazy and fun..
He knows what he is doing..
And I might know how he feels when he is doing something..
I love him but i have never tell him before..
I wish that one day I have the guts to say 'I LOVE YOU' to my own family.
I have never ever said that 3 words to my family member..
Back to my brother..
He is the rawkers brother that I ever wish for..
I want him to have the life that he wants..
When I was a young girl, all I want to be was my brother..
Just be like him..
Run away whenever people try to make us feel so small..
What i want the most is to run away from my family..
Heii you know what..
Sometimes not everyone can just run away..
And that person is me..
But I am lucky where I am..
I dont need to deal with all my family member..
But poor brother..
:P
I think the best for him is just be himself and dont care what people say..
But sometimes I just feel like killing him..
Cause he act like he doesnt care..
To Be Continued....
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Friends
After being the US for 1 year 3months 1 week, I feel that I dont have lots of friend. When I was ll in Spore, I will like a muther fucker. It's like I have lots of friends. Let me write my friends from the past and now. I bet you there's alot of different.
Alep
Abby
Anoi
Hair
Hao ming
Amir
Siti
Atikah
Shariffah
Zulaiha
Lydia
Juliana
Prita
Sarvesh
Asaad
Ramadan
Tasneem
Fadhli
Salehin
Bad
Afai
Faizal
Faisal
Kamil
Kamal
Rudy
Hady
ayim
alem
wai kian
syafiq
varan
hafiz
habil
rabani
rauzan
khairul
daniel
darren
diana
diana
thana
bell
dalila
juff
hairul
benny
sobri
tamimi
Is
izzudin
afiq
tajudin
(if your name is not here i'm so super sorry)
But now, I dont have half of them being my friend.
Maybe we are still friends.
But all of us have change.
Of course some still act like an asshole.
The real question is...
Do I have a friend -or- Do I have a group of friends?
Alep
Abby
Anoi
Hair
Hao ming
Amir
Siti
Atikah
Shariffah
Zulaiha
Lydia
Juliana
Prita
Sarvesh
Asaad
Ramadan
Tasneem
Fadhli
Salehin
Bad
Afai
Faizal
Faisal
Kamil
Kamal
Rudy
Hady
ayim
alem
wai kian
syafiq
varan
hafiz
habil
rabani
rauzan
khairul
daniel
darren
diana
diana
thana
bell
dalila
juff
hairul
benny
sobri
tamimi
Is
izzudin
afiq
tajudin
(if your name is not here i'm so super sorry)
But now, I dont have half of them being my friend.
Maybe we are still friends.
But all of us have change.
Of course some still act like an asshole.
The real question is...
Do I have a friend -or- Do I have a group of friends?
Monday, July 21, 2008
- My Vacation -
Today is my exact 10 days at home. That include the weekends.
40 days at home, only go out once (whole day outing).
My mum would be proud if I do this in Singapore.
Instead I do it in the US.
I have the feelings that she wont believe me if i tell her I have been staying home for the past 10 days.
It's hard to believe.
Like 10 days at home.
That's like 1 week 3 days.
That never happen to me before.
I still have 28 days to go.
But I have the feelings that I will only have 20+ or lesser days left.
Because cunini is making a plan for us to go to Orlando.
WOHOO....
8 hours away from the keys.
I am so damn happy.
Get out from the keys for a few days.
But I'm still not out of USA..
So I am not extreamly happy..
40 days at home, only go out once (whole day outing).
My mum would be proud if I do this in Singapore.
Instead I do it in the US.
I have the feelings that she wont believe me if i tell her I have been staying home for the past 10 days.
It's hard to believe.
Like 10 days at home.
That's like 1 week 3 days.
That never happen to me before.
I still have 28 days to go.
But I have the feelings that I will only have 20+ or lesser days left.
Because cunini is making a plan for us to go to Orlando.
WOHOO....
8 hours away from the keys.
I am so damn happy.
Get out from the keys for a few days.
But I'm still not out of USA..
So I am not extreamly happy..
Nadia Captive Memoir of an Arab Woman of Hope
A fascinating memoir about life in the Middle East
The birth of Fay Afaf Kanafani (Nadia) in February 1918 coincided with major political events: the end of World War I and the collapse of the Ottoman Empire. As the world around her reshaped itself, Nadia moved to Labenon, where she spent her childhood, to state of Israel reduced her to refugee status, along with thousands of others.
In this remarkable autobiography, Afaf Kanafani reconstructs her life as an abused child, a young bride and mother, a widow twice over, a breadwinner, and ultimately a survivor. Through her eyes we see the dispersion of Palestinians during the cration of Israel, and the destruction of civilian life in Labenon's civil war. Rich in detail and anecdote, the book weaves together the personal and the political to provide fresh insights into the complexities of life within Arb society in the mid-twentieth century.
I will give this book 5 out of 10.
The birth of Fay Afaf Kanafani (Nadia) in February 1918 coincided with major political events: the end of World War I and the collapse of the Ottoman Empire. As the world around her reshaped itself, Nadia moved to Labenon, where she spent her childhood, to state of Israel reduced her to refugee status, along with thousands of others.
In this remarkable autobiography, Afaf Kanafani reconstructs her life as an abused child, a young bride and mother, a widow twice over, a breadwinner, and ultimately a survivor. Through her eyes we see the dispersion of Palestinians during the cration of Israel, and the destruction of civilian life in Labenon's civil war. Rich in detail and anecdote, the book weaves together the personal and the political to provide fresh insights into the complexities of life within Arb society in the mid-twentieth century.
I will give this book 5 out of 10.
Anne Frank : The Diary of a Young Girl
Discovered in the attic in which she spent the last years of her life, Anne Frank's remarkable diary has since become a world classic, a powerful reminder of the horrors of war and an eloquent testament to the human spirit.
In 1942, with Nazis occupying Holland, a thirteen year old Jewish girl and her family fled their home in Amsterdam and went into hiding.For the next two years, until their whereabouts were betrayed to the Gestapo, they and another family lived cloistered in the "Secret Annexe" of an old office building. Cut off from the outside world, they faced hunger, boredom, the constant cruelties of living in confined quaters, and the ever-present threat of discovery and death.
In her diary Anne Frank recorded vivid impressions of he experiences during this period. By turns thoughtful, moving, and amusing, her account offers a fascinating commentary on human courage and frailty and compelling self potrait of a sensitive and spirited young womam whose promise was tragically cut short.
I will give this book 4 out of 10.
In 1942, with Nazis occupying Holland, a thirteen year old Jewish girl and her family fled their home in Amsterdam and went into hiding.For the next two years, until their whereabouts were betrayed to the Gestapo, they and another family lived cloistered in the "Secret Annexe" of an old office building. Cut off from the outside world, they faced hunger, boredom, the constant cruelties of living in confined quaters, and the ever-present threat of discovery and death.
In her diary Anne Frank recorded vivid impressions of he experiences during this period. By turns thoughtful, moving, and amusing, her account offers a fascinating commentary on human courage and frailty and compelling self potrait of a sensitive and spirited young womam whose promise was tragically cut short.
I will give this book 4 out of 10.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Saturday, July 20, 2008
OMG!!!
I am super tired today.
Went out to Troy's party.
Had a lot of fun..
Hang out at his crib.
Jump in the pool.
Eat some pizza.
It was awesome.
It may sound so simple, but i like it alot.
I wish i could stay longer.
I came home at 1130.
Sleep at around 12++.
And guess what time i woke up??
1145am!!!
I have never done that before.
Cant believe how tired i was.
LoL..
I am super tired today.
Went out to Troy's party.
Had a lot of fun..
Hang out at his crib.
Jump in the pool.
Eat some pizza.
It was awesome.
It may sound so simple, but i like it alot.
I wish i could stay longer.
I came home at 1130.
Sleep at around 12++.
And guess what time i woke up??
1145am!!!
I have never done that before.
Cant believe how tired i was.
LoL..
Saturday, July 19, 2008
- My Vacation -
Today,
Nothing special about it.
I thought that my summer vacation will end in 3 weeks.
But I just got to know that I still have 5 FREAKING MORE WEEKS.
I just cant wait to go back to school.
It's summer and it's super hot.
Today is super bored.
Gonna just stop here, I'm just to bored to write anything today.
Peace out Love
-Fifipz-
Nothing special about it.
I thought that my summer vacation will end in 3 weeks.
But I just got to know that I still have 5 FREAKING MORE WEEKS.
I just cant wait to go back to school.
It's summer and it's super hot.
Today is super bored.
Gonna just stop here, I'm just to bored to write anything today.
Peace out Love
-Fifipz-
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